It would be great if every aspect of my life weren't super shaky and unsure right now. I don't really have anyone to talk to, because when it comes down to it, I don't want to hear what people have to say, I guess.

So I go to a therapist now. It was only my second appointment but it got too personal and I cried. Thinking that my therapist visit is too personal is an issue. Lol.

She gave me homework. It is really hard. Ugh.

I really don't understand it when people tell me I have walls up, when no one ever gives me the right impression of anything. Like, I just don't think that I know anybody at all. If anything, more walls need to go up.